delusional. fragmented. broken.

New meds make my tummy upset, but somehow I can relax under pressure, stress, and anxiety.
Sort of numb though. My F key is broken and I have to push down so hard to make it work. its annoying. it makes my arm ache. I saw Gran Torino tonight. It was enjoyable but the racial slurs were overkill. Once again the white man saves the day. ick. Apparently I have no life because all i do is think about politics. whatever. I can't help what I'm interested in. politics are personal, right? so how can I possibly escape politics...it controls my life. I don't think I'm ever going to live happily ever after with someone. nobody wants to deal with me. delusional. fragmented. broken.

"Love Hurts, but sometimes its a good hurt" -incubus